Dad has been gone 2 1/2 years now.  I made myself return to Final Fantasy 13.  In fact, I got the Game Genie to see if I could finish it.


I can't seem to get through the final battle.  Is it because I am 61?  Or because my Mother In Law is taking all my physical and psychic energy?  Will I have to wait her out?


I don't wish her dead, because she is a dear, but it is so hard to be an M.S. patient and still need to foster an aging family member.   She is twice as healthy as I am, but losing it mentally.


If you are reading this, don't feel sorry for me.  Just send up a prayer.


Video games are not important, but they were so much of my life for so many years.


I miss them.